I'll be 18 Soon! AHHH!posted Dec 12th 2005, 5:49AM
Mood: Disturbed
Music: My fiance's whistling? ^^;
December 11, 2005:
AHH! In four days I am gunna be 18! How'd I get so old? o.o;... LOL! Ah well.. I don't think it is gunna be a big deal this year.. I am kinda dreading it.. I haven't heard from my mum, so I think she probably forgot about it... I thought my Dad and Step-mother had, but I found out they didn't.. I just have to wait until Christmas to get whatever they got for me (which scares me.. It means it is obviously something big and knowing them, probably something really weird ). I know my fiance won't forget, no way he could! ! And Nana already sent me my b-day card! But I am pretty sure the majority of my friends have forgotten about it.. I don't really give a crap if I get anything from anyone, I just like to be remembered.. *sigh* Oh well! Not much I can do about it..
Moving on, I lost a few gigs of anime this week 'cause we had to re-format one of our hard drives .. Sucks SO much! Lost a lot of random junk, including some of my Okusama wa Joshikousei, Loveless and Jigoku Shoujo.. ;.; .. Ah well!
Hmm.. In other news, been pretty frusterated with my drawings lately.. = I seem to have forgotten how to draw proper bodies (see my comic strip when I post it tonight or tomorrow..).. ><; Gah! I just can't seem to get my drawings right.. I guess I'll just have to practise more.. X.x;
Moving on again, Christmas is almost here...! I hate Christmas.. It is making me all bummed out.. I mean, it's going to be great to get to spend time with my fiance! I am looking forward to it.. But Christmas stresses me out sooo much! People get so greedy and they all expect so much! And geeze! I just moved out on my own, I don't have money to go out and spend on presents for so many people! I don't even have money to spend on my fiance, although I really really want to get him something special.. I'll just have to think about it.. I would have tons of money to spend on him, but he made me promise that I wouldn't spend the b-day money I got from Nana on him, so... u.u I dunno.. I will just have to think about it.. Sorry, I will stop this rant now and move on to happier things..
Went with my fiance and my family to see a Christmas play at the church my Dad attends.. It was interesting, had real good music. Superb choir (which one of my childhood friends who I hadn't seen in about 6 years happened to be part of!! And her dad, as well! ). The best thing about it was that I got to see a ton of people who's faces I hadn't seen in years and years.. Three of my childhood friends were there were their families, and one of my great-aunt's, who I hadn't seen in about 5 years, was also there. So, it was exciting! I felt bad for Ry, though, since he didn't know them at all..
On that note, Ry is much better now, thankfully! We are both working trying our best for one another and have been keeping ourselves busy with all sorts of things. LOL! We are still nocturnal, btw! We went to bed at 9 am this morning! Ahh.. We're so bad for that.. Oh well! It makes us happy, so I can't complain .
And as I was saying, things are about to get busier for us soon! This week is my bro's last day of school, my b-day and my fiance's work Christmas party.. Also, possibly a small family dinner at my Grandparents for my b-day...
Christmas eve is going to be at my Grandparents, which shall be interesting, 'cause my family is at war with each other and half of my family probably won't show up... =
Christmas day is at my uncle's and again, some of my family won't be showing up 'cause my uncle and his sister are fighting with each other.. u.u; It's a disaster.. So stressing.. I don't get how anyone can ENJOY Christmas! I am always way mroe psyched for New Years... No idea what is happening for that, btw! Anyone having a party? XP hehe, anyhow, that's all for now! Time to finish making dinner (yum, tacos!).
~*Ally*~
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! And Nana already sent me my b-day card! But I am pretty sure the majority of my friends have forgotten about it.. I don't really give a crap if I get anything from anyone, I just like to be remembered.. *sigh* Oh well! Not much I can do about it.. 
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